Saturday, June 12, 2004

I'll be moving on

OK, After reading RR's blog, I wonder why I can't be that strong. I think if I keep talking to LAC, eventually something meaningful will come out of it, but how long do I wait? Is it really worth it? Why keep putting myself out there to get hurt? If he did it, not once, but twice, what makes me so damn foolish to go back to the same situation? Why even want to go back? Why even give him the time of day, when he so blatantly doesn't deserve it? He had his chance, make that chances, and he fucked them both up. I love this damn boy, but I refuse to put my feelings on the line again. He keeps telling me we are building, but what the hell are we building? I am building a f*$&#*g bridge and getting over it.
Posted by Nik :: 6/12/2004 :: 2 Comments:

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