Saturday, June 05, 2004

This tingly feeling

(Breif psa)Ok I am tripping bc I am in the library and the comps are kid-protected (i don't know the politically correct term.) so that children cannot access, let's see, adult sites. Well my blog won't come up. I think it must be the profanity. Mine nor Ranada's is coming up. (Perhaps we should watch our language?! NOT!!!!) KH, Roz's and MF are showing. I wonder what the prob is.
Ok. I spent the night with Mr. L-A-C. Well, I'm not really confused anymore. I know I like this boy and he feels the same. I thinks it's just weird. If the distance wasn't there, I would really try to make it work, but I can't see myself doing the distance. KH said I'll have a for real job with time and money to travel. Valid point, but I'm one of those people who thinks the man is supposed to handle things like that. Only, he won't be able to bc he won't have a for real job and will be a struggling med-school student. My best friend swears we are in denial. I am not in denial. I just don't know if I can act right over distance. And, whose to say he won't hurt me like he did the first time. Hell, I don't think I can hurt any more than I already have. I don't even know where all this came from bc the other day,I was a pimp. I had 3 dates with 3 different dudes. What is happening to me? I must say that I am enjoying it though. I need to slow down and not get any expectations though. When people get expectations they have a tendacy to also get hurt feelings. I don't know. All I know is that when I am around him I get this little tingly feeling that I forgot existed. I will keep you posted.
Posted by Nik :: 6/05/2004 :: 0 Comments:

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