Incidents in the life of.....

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

Today I had to get up and take Travis to summer school. I was too tired. Today was the first day and I had to register him bc my parents had to go to work. I wanted to kill him. I was nice though, even though it was waaaaay too early to be up. He was so dag on happy-go-lucky. He has to repeat English of all classes. I'm not mad at him though bc he is so good in math and science, my trouble subjects. His stregnths lie in a whole different area.
It rained Memorial Day, so we didn't do anything. I was kinda glad bc my fam had barbecued Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. It's alot of us, so we can afford to do that. Saturday morning I got up and went to get my car. I feel so much better. I hadn't been stranded; I just wanted to be in the Protege'. I am going to miss that little car. I went by Meka's Saturday, too. I saw Brandon and his girlfriend arguing. I couldn't hear what they were saying, but I know they were arguing. He was in his truck with his seat back, hands behing his head, and legs on the dash. She was leaning over the passenger door. I know they were arguing bc 1. they were outside 2. she was standing outside of the truck 3. he had his hands behind his head, meaning he was fustrated. Sad thing is, I was kinda happy they were arguing. It's weird too bc I don't want him. AT ALL. I wonder why I felt that way. I saw him again when I was registering Travis for school.
I'm not bothered about being at home. I have been talking to some old friends from high school. I actually held a nice little convo with Rita. Old habits die hard. She was once my Ace. We were inseperable. My daddy said she was going to be the reason I got in trouble. Rita was rough, but I had a mind of my own. She's going through something right now that will change the rest of her life and I just wish we were as close as we used to be so that I could be her rock. She's going to need it. She's pregnant and her baby is dying inside of her. There is nothing they can do about it. She's too far to have an abortion. They told her that she will miscarry. She is 6 months and looks 3. She smiles, but I can see the pain in her face. I wish there was something they could do. They told her early in pregnancy that her baby would have heart problems, but she said she didn't care. She was having her baby. I feel so sorry for her. She has to carry a baby that she knows will never make it. I pray for her stregnth and sanity bc its seems like both is hard to hold on to right now.
I talked to Shaniya. We were supposed to go out the other day, but something came up. She's pretty cool. I doubt that we could ever be friends again, but she's ok. Maybe we will do lunch later. Ebony, Amaya', and I went to Ruby Tuesday last night and she was our waitress.
Jessica H. called and came by my house. I never gave her my number or my new address. I don't like that girl. I am so rude to her, but she keeps on trying to be my friend. I haven't talked to her in years. I used to walk by her and not speak. She won't get it though. Oh well.
Anyway, I'm out. Go and be blessed.

Posted by Nik :: 6/02/2004 :: 1 Comments: