Thursday, April 06, 2006

Bored

For some reason I haven't felt like typing lately.

Class is still the same. I still don't like that seminar class. I really think that man has it out for me. When I left Monday, I felt like crying. I actually did cry, but I can accept that this is just a growing pain. Before I entered the program, one of my friends said, "You will find out if you are for a real English major at MC." I guess I'm not because I cannot (or will not)handle the pressure that comes along with it. I honestly think it's professor, but sometimes I wonder if it's me. Maybe this isn't the field for me. I don't think it is anyway, but I hate the possibility that I may not be able to do it. It's one thing to change feilds bc that's what you want to do, but another to change because you can't do it. It's not even that I can't do it. I have a A in one class and a C in the other one. I don't know. I'm freaking confused. One thing is certain though, I am not going to MC next semester.

Work is fine. They had me teaching an Algebra I class because something happened with the original teacher and she won't be back this year. I finally went back to my children and they found a permanent sub. Her degree is in Psychology from Jackson State. She may be ok. I don't know how strong her background in math is, but I know that mine is not the best.

Tougaloo had Rites of Passage tonight. It was nice. It was boring as usual, but it was nice none-the-less. I guess it's because of the tradition and the symbolism.
Posted by Nik :: 4/06/2006 :: 1 Comments:

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