Incidents in the life of.....

Saturday, March 18, 2006

I had a nice little time in Atlanta. I caught up on a lot of much needed rest, though I am sure my friends got tired of me snoring. I just feel so tired. Anyway, I had a couple firsts. I ate at Pappadeaux and I had fried alligator. I'd been wanted to eat at Pappadeaux for a while, just didn't have one near me. I must admit I was a bit skeptical about the alligaotor, but I it was actaully good, better than calamari. I had fun in Atlanta, but I don't feel like typing about that.
Last night, I had a ______________ conversation with someone I hadn't talked to in a few months. (I don't know the word to describe it. Maybe I will fill in the blank later) The convo lasted a little over two hours and the entire time, all I could think was "damn, why can't i have these convos with BOB?" Needless to say, it was good. I can't say I missed those conversations bc I don't know if we ever had them, but I do know that last night was definitely the best conversation I have ever had with him in life. I took a couple things from it. The first was that I need to relax. I am lettting too many things stress me. The second involves this thing I am going thru which is leading me to cutting people off. I am at this point where if I feel like you have no purpose in my life, then I have to let you go and if I feel like your purpose has been fulfilled, then it's time to let you go. So as of late, I have been evaluating everyone's purpose in my life. I decided that a few people had served thier purposes and were no longer needed so I stopped talking to them. Well for some reason, I told him that and he asked me did I think people only had one purpose in my life. That was interesting and I didn't respond. Then he said some people in your life may not have fulfilled their purpose but you are going to cut them off before they have an opportunity. That was interesting as well. Odds are, he is right. However, for personal growth, there are a couple people (at least a couple) who I cannot deal with anymore. They wreck my brain and I don't need that. Or maybe, one day we will converse again, but I know that at this time in my life I do not need them or want them in my life.
Ok, I gotta take these damn braids down. I've been procrastinating all day and I have somewhere to be at 7.

Posted by Nik :: 3/18/2006 :: 4 Comments: