Friday, January 13, 2006

Nosey

Last night, I stumbled upon someone's blog that I know. When I got to it, I probably should not have read it, but it's a blog, on the net, for everyone to see. So, me being me, I read it. People always say you get what you are looking for. I just wanted to see if she mentioned me in it and boy did she. She called me subservient. Wow! After thinking about it, maybe she is right. I really don't think so, but there is a possibility. Before that though, she talked about her relationship with a particular young man and I was forced to admit that all the things I'd heard were true. In my mind, I knew they were, but I just wanted to believe that he was better than that. However, after reading her blog, I realized that he isn't and he did exactly what everyone told me he did. Not only did he do it to me, but to her as well. I am supposed to be optimistic in 2006, so I am going to have faith in myself with this one. I am cutting him off. We have been down that road before and always end up calling each other again. Sometimes I think I am "mighty as an oak" but other times "weak as a limb." ;) I'm going to do this. I think I am going to fast starting Monday in an effort to rid self of toxic chemicals and toxic people and toxic attitudes. God grant me the stregnth to change the things that I can.
Posted by Nik :: 1/13/2006 :: 0 Comments:

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