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Sunday, October 30, 2005

Tired

WOW! This has been a long week. I've been working 17 hour days. I have just felt drained. I was at Brinkley from 730-5, then TC from 5-12. I just felt drained. I am working really hard so that I can afford to go to school in January. Recently, someone offered to help me a great deal and I plan on accepting it, but I don't want to just expect it then not work to get it myself. This person has proved reliable in the past, but you just never know. I would hate not to be able to go to school because I put my faith in someone else's hands.

I have a new neice! Hooray! Her name is Kayden Adrianna and she's beautiful. She's a little darkie too. She's going to be about my color, if not darker. I'm not dark, but that is dark for her bc she's biracial. She's so pretty though. I cannot wait to watch her and Madison grow up together. The only thing is, I will just get glimpses into their lives because I plan on moving far away. The destination is unknown; I just know that I am leaving.

My best friend and I said when we turned 25, we were moving out of the south. I love the south, every aspect of it. I love the Southern drawl (that is so prevalent in my father's speech), the soul food, the hospitality, and sense of family. I love it here. I just think it's time for a change. I also need to go somewhere else for school. I don't want my resume to seem limited, so I am going North.

I will be glad when this other tutoring program comes through. It will give me a chance to breathe. If it doesn't come through, I will be glad when I get back in school. Both of them will make my life a lot easier. I can start back resting. Until then, I will continue working long hours. I need to go now because I need to figure out what I will wear to work tomorrow.

Be blessed and remember that you are highly favored.

Posted by Nik :: 10/30/2005 :: 0 Comments: