Monday, April 12, 2004

long time no write

it's been a minute. i have been going through a lot. i'm trying to figure out what i am supposed to do with my life. i think ive got it, but im not sure, so i will leave it alone in case i read this in a few years and am not going in that direction. i've been strong for my family. i almost asked my aunt where my grandma was on easter. i caught myself though. i looked through some old pics. the more things change, the more they stay the same. i look different, but the same. i've kinda grew into my head. i saw some pics of my grandma and great-grandma and they looked so young and happy. they were old, but not as old as they would have been today.
i've been doing alot. it seems like everytime i sit in front of the computer, i am working on a paper. that's senior life for ya though. i need to be working on one now, but i will in a few minutes. i wrote a good paper on malcolm x. i have one due on black politicians: striving, jiving, or surviving. that should be good. it's only 2 pages, no prob. i enjoyed my easter break. i made it through lent without alcohol. ashley and i went to ruby tuesday last night and i still didn't get anything, even though it's over. i talked to lloyd stephen. i don't know what to think about that, but now is not the time to try and figure it out. i really like candace nicole love jackson. i like her alot. she's so cool. she's smart too. i read one of her poems and tried to analyze it. i was so off. when she explained it to me, i was like, ooh thats deep. i'm a sped. it was really good. she's a fan of phyllis wheatley.
i am rambling, but i needed to post. it seems like i havent in forever.
Posted by Nik :: 4/12/2004 :: ---------------------------------------