Monday, July 24, 2006

Ask

When the year began, I asked God to remove those people from my life that have not meant me any good. He has removed three people and I thank Him dearly. With each of those people, I was lying to myself and losing a part of me to better accomodate them. So I thank Him for that. But now, I am at a point where I don't know I don't know if I will be ok with this next loss. I must say none of these are physical. Thank God. All are emotional. Now, I am about to have to say goodbye to someone I would lay down my life and die for and I don't know how I am going to deal with that. At this very moment, all I want to do is hold him and tell him that I love him and everything will be ok. I can't though because I'm in Texas. Even if I wasn't, I wouldnt do it. I don't know how to be that supportive when I love someone as much as I love him. I don't know how I am about to deal with this. I need God. I know He will bring US out, because it's really not about me, but I just wish this situation never aroused and He didn't have to bring us out.

I love you with all that is in me.
Posted by Nik :: 7/24/2006 :: 0 Comments:

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