Incidents in the life of.....

Friday, February 06, 2004

I just need to vent

What is with people that make them read me as weak? Is it written across my forehead? Why is it that everyone is always worried about Ashley and her feelings? Shit, just tell me. Odds are I am going to be upset, but I will get over it. Why is it that they always think I cannot handle things. If you think I can't take it, just let me know. Don't bs me. I would much rather hear it from a friend than someone else. Everyone always seems to know what I can and cannot do. Hell, how do you know if you never tried? Have a little faith some of the time.
Ok enough about that. I do not like Missy's music. Well I can't really say that because I have never actually listened to it. Ironically, I love her videos. I just wonder who choreographs them and comes up with those weird ideas. Sometimes I just want to watch the video and listen to the beat without having to hear her talk/rap/sing/whatever. Isn't that odd?
I bought a new outfit today from The Limited. I got a black skirt and a green shirt, not the one with the stones around the neck Keysh, another one. It's actually cute. I was trying to find some boots, no luck. I am going to Metro tomorrow. I really needed that refund check. I was too broke. I said I was going to go shopping, but I won't. I'll just be happy with that one outfit. Anyway, I paid full price for it. That doesn't happen often, especially not in Limited. I usually just wait until it goes on sale. Not this time.
It's Friday night. I have no plans. There is nothing to do. All of my friends are preoccupied with one thing or another. I think Mr. Interesting is going to the Delta party. (It's just a coincidence that they are having a party tonight) I'm not. I think I am going to tell him not to go. Well, I know I am. If he goes anyway, I am going to read What Looks Like Crazy... The first few pages were good. I think I am going to like it. That's all on my mind for now. I must retire back to my room.

Posted by Nik :: 2/06/2004 :: 0 Comments: