Tuesday, April 12, 2005

It's funny how things have a way of working themselves out. A week ago, I was really stressing over how my relationship was evolving. Now, I don't even have a relationship to trip over.
Blair and I are friends. In his words, "tea and crumpettes, no sex." That's fine with me. He called me a few hours after I wrote my last entry. I was baking brownies with Keith, so of course I had to call him back. I called back 4-5 hours later. He was a bit jealous and overreacted. I didn't tell him Keith was at my house. He just assumed someone else is getting my time. I don't like Keith, and Keith and Blair both know that.
Anyway, he called me back a little later and told me it would be better if we stopped talking. I was sleepy, had to be at work in a few hours; so I said Ok and goodnight. The next day, the reality of the situation hit me because he didn't call that morning. He either wakes me up or calls on my way to work. I called back to get an explanation, but he didn't answer, which really hurt my feelings. He called back yesterday, which was exactly one week later.
He says he wants me to consider why I am making these career changes. He wants me to make sure I am doing what is best for me and not making him a factor. I think its pretty arrogant and egotistical, but he may have had a point. I was considering leaving anyway, being closer to him was just an added bonus. If I never see him again, I'm still moving.
I thank him for considering my future, but I wish he would have handled it differently. I'm glad I talked to him though because it made me realize I don't like him as much as I thought I did. I thought I would jump for joy when he called, but I didn't. I thought I would crazy if I didn't talk to him, but I didn't. After day 3 (that long) I was ok.
I like him, but I don't need him. He's cool, but not that important.
Posted by Nik :: 4/12/2005 :: 1 Comments:

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