Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Not at my best

I have been so busy lately. I am so glad this first semester is almost over. My children aren't too happy with me now because I didn't exempt all of them. They cannot be exempt with an unexcused absence, so even those with As will be here looking in my face this week.

For the first time in my life, I feel lonely. I have been alone for a while now, but I feel lonely and have been feeling this way for some time. I need some companionship in my life. I am in a strange place with no friends. My closest friend is 40 minutes away and works on the weekend. When I want to go places, I go by myself. I have a complex about being by myself though so most of the time, I just don't go. I come from a big family, so I am not used to this. I am tired of being single. I need someone to occupy my time on a regular basis. I met this guy this morning. He flagged my car down because I had an AKA tag on my car.

The girls on the dance team are so hard headed. I am about tired of their attitudes. It is killing me. I want to just tell them all to go home and not come back. They just don't listen. I hate it when children act like they are grown. I would rather work with a group of girls who can't dance than deal with their attitudes. That's the way the cookie crumbles though.

I guess that is enough complaining for one entry. Until next time............


Posted by Nik :: 12/14/2004 :: 2 Comments:

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